Attica Delanto♥

2010-06-17T14:07:00.001+08:00

it's really a pain in my ass heart brain. everything. to blog here.
i've moved to http://atticadelanto.tumblr.com/

see ya people.=)

2010-05-24T01:33:00.002+08:00

i don't even feel like blogging.
i seriously don't know where to start.
When to stop.
But what i know, i'm trying to keep a distance between you and me.
I keep my words. Trust me.

2010-05-19T23:50:00.004+08:00

I ALWAYS LOVE TO SEE YOU SLEEP IN MY ARMS,
HUGGING ME TIGHT,
PUT YOUR HEAD ON MY LAPS
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
I CAN NEVER STOP SNIFFING YOU.

2010-05-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

it's all about being patient. despite of you being annoying and having egos which is intolerable. I will always see the good side and sacrifices you've made for me.That night when you came to my place just to send me mashed potato and chocolate hershey at 2a.m in the morning just because i told you i feel like eating that. You've made history in my life by just being my sweetest dream and biggest nightmare.Thanks baby pumpkin. Goodnight sweetheart. =)

2010-05-18T12:29:00.001+08:00

someone said this.

"ur much more of a women then she will ever be..
looks dont count tat much!
ur still my hottest!"

2010-05-18T11:46:00.002+08:00

I feel like i'm a stronger person.
But i'm not the attica you used to know.This applies to everyone.
Where's my soul.
This is an empty body.

2010-05-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

There's just too many things i have to change. i don't even know where to start and when to stop.
I just hope that things will get better. My whole entire family watch me cry here and then.
At first i thought i was living in a nightmare but it's when i realised that this is reality i'm facing with. It's hard but i will just keep everything right inside here in my heart. But what stays now is i'm afraid to take my first step to love someone.. not anymore please.. enough is enough.

2010-04-22T13:01:00.002+08:00

she's attached broooo.
No berangan-berangan to be with her.
oops sorry. beans terkeluar dari botol.

2010-04-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

VERY BUSY.
PROPER UPDATE SOON.
ANYWAY TO HIBRI ISLAM.
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU KAY BABY.
AND I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE.
PROMISE.

2010-04-12T02:36:00.002+08:00

I want to be better.
Any fairy-godmother?
Please call, 1800-attica-15

Sometimes i wonder why i can't get enough of myself.
I envy pretty girls.=)

2010-04-11T09:13:00.003+08:00

Everyone starts cursing for every school re-open.
Now i wish i'm the one cursing every min,i'm the one who
have to rush in the morn,i'm
the one who have to take the staircase until
5th floor due to lift breakdown.
Why must i wait for my appeal result,why
can't i just jolly well start my school days with others.
Hopefully it's just a week or maybe 2
my boyfriend is schooling without me.
I hope i get in either one of the course i applied for or appeal.
Pls God,spare some mercy.
I'm going to miss Nat,Nini,Yazrin,Shaf and Dilah.
I want to cry!

2010-04-10T02:04:00.000+08:00

ME + AZRAH
=
<-----------------

2010-04-05T20:41:00.000+08:00

2010-04-04T06:38:00.000+08:00

Which part of the school should i start burning?

2010-04-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

2010-03-30T14:19:00.003+08:00

As usual, everything is doing good.
When you still love that someone, you won't stop
forgiving.
When you always tell someone how much
you hate him doing something,that just simply means you still care.
And something that i will always keep in mind
is giving in doesn't mean you are weak.
Infact it makes you a stronger person.
Well,time will tell.
I may scream and yell,but you should also realise
that i keep forgiving and giving in.
I'm not being me. And you're not being you.
But i still thank god,we always save our relationship.
Can't wait for thursday:)

2010-03-29T19:44:00.002+08:00

I really can't wait for my 3rd monthsarry with hibri,
which means 6 months of knowing and being together too=)
Went through both sweet and bitter together and still holding on strong.
I'm typing this at the same time i'm actually arguing with him
and mad with him. But so what, i still love him. And i'm sure he does for me.
I miss you alot. Your hugs,your kisses.
All i want is to cuddle you,but before that
you have to make things right first.

2010-03-27T22:30:00.002+08:00

Yazrin:Why are there beautiful people around?
Me: To pull me down, i guess?

2010-03-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

COOL OR WHAT?

2010-03-25T11:52:00.003+08:00

It is not the strongest of the species that survive, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change. After all nothing in this world is certain.The capacity for reformation and changes lies within.If learning to accept is what it takes now,just remember that all beginnings are hard and not everyday is a sunday. We don't live with leprechauns or unicorns and not everything comes with colour.I will stay even though it's black and white now baby because i know rainbow comes after rain.

2010-03-24T16:41:00.003+08:00

This is one of our "old" photos.That explains the black hair. And hibri doesn't looks like hibri,he looks so young
.I'm having this stomach flu/food poisoning,which is very awful.
I can't help it,going in and out from the toilet is such a pain in the ***.
Anw,this coming April will be our 6th months of knowing each other and sticking to one another like shadows.
Besides the benefit of the doubts,no matter how much we fight,
argue or scream at each other i really wish that things will remain as it is:)
Alhamdulillah,we are still holding on strong.
My tummy still hurts,
guess i have to eat that weird looking charcoal tablet again
I miss you pumpkin. I really do.

2010-03-13T11:24:00.004+08:00

it's being eons eversince i last update my blog.
Been very busy with exams,baby,schools and etc.
I'm so obsessed with my baby prince,akid ariq.
He is undergoing this course,"learning how to speak" and congratulations to my baby
because my baby managed to call me sexy instead of aunty=D
How wonderful is that.WEEEEE~~~~~~~~
Baby is super tired because he didnt sleep the whole day after working last two night then meet me straight after work spend time with me the whole day and continue working last night.
I just love him alot. I want nobody nobody but Him.Sayang you baby.Almost 6 months being together wake up hearing your voice, get a goodnight kiss before going to sleep. That's all i want to do for the rest of my life.
Hugs and kisses baby.

And im so going to miss my daddy,Nini,Nat,Shaf,Dila,Hasri,classmates,schools,cafe 1..=(
BUT ESPECIALLY, DADDY.

2010-02-16T20:06:00.004+08:00

okay the breakfast was torturing.
because i and azrah waited for like 20 mins just for them to take our order and 40 mins for our food.
Stupid paradise. that's a hell not paradise.
and sooooooooooooo tomorrow i'll be going to school which means,
YEAY DADDY.
Anyway i really had fun with my dearest cutie pie, Azrah.I don't mind chilling with her anywhere anytime accept
in a middle of the amazon.
No way, i would rather kill myself than stuck in an amazon with her.
I fetch baby from his place and went to grab our lunch at uhrmmm i dunoe what is the place called.
The orange juice was okay okay orangey.
Face it i will always miss him and i am still.
can't wait for tomorrow. i miss daddy alot.

2010-02-15T09:31:00.002+08:00

D.E.L.I.C.I.O.U.S

2010-02-12T20:53:00.003+08:00

Now where do i start?
Today is my Brutal Friday.
Yazrin,Q,myself and baby played this hand smacking,knuckles paper stone and intoducing my boxing boyfriend.
I have bruises all over my body.
I just love it when he box me.I think i can just
laugh and roll on the floor even though it's fucking painful. And maybe on friday will be my bloody valentine. We will bring samurai instead of sunflower. Go home with a blood heart shape on my white dress. hahaha. coolshitt. Before going home i requested for something weird just now," baby! knuckles i nye arm." hahahaha. best uh kene tumbuk. taknak jadi orang uh jadi punching bag pun ok.
haha.i think if one day i go home with a broken nose and it's bleeding should i cry or laugh? no no, i think it's the other way round. Maybe my mum will be the one who either cry looking at me or worse still she laugh at me. -.-
hmm..tomorrow baby will be working. someone can't wait for his pay,SO DO I. HAHAHAHA. Sometimes i wonder why is he always working almost every night and meet me almost everyday. And he said "I jumpa u hari2 pasal i nak jumpa baby I and i kerja hari2 to get money for myself and most importantly untuk baby I."
So sweet of him. I'm lucky to have him not because of his pay but his thoughts.=)

2010-02-11T20:02:00.008+08:00

Everyday i wake up just to meet you,hug you,talk to you,joke with you not forgetting
our past-time which is to argue=)
Even though you can't fetch me everyday but i still appreciate that you always make your time to fetch me from school.
Sacrifice your sleep.
And you don't even mind me disturbing your sleep early in the morning just to ask you
"baby,you love me tak?" his the only guy i know who won't get mad when his gf disturb his sleep...
the worse thing is after hearing from him, i will just okay baby byeeeeeee.... then continue
with my own things. haha.
I love you babyyyyyy..

baby baby,if you are reading this....
" binatang apekah ini uuu-aaaaa uuu-aaaaa "

See you tomorrow...i sayang you pumpkin.

2010-02-10T18:30:00.003+08:00

Holy shit. i screwed up my test which is added to my gpa.
i just miss my favorite boy so much.didn't meet him today.
but it's okay his fetching me tomorrow.=)
And thank god that everything is fine.
I can gladly say that i've found a guy who makes
it hard for me to sleep cause I finally realised that reality is better than dreams.

2010-02-08T20:16:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU HIBRI...
My whole day was great. and will always be=)

2010-02-06T16:52:00.004+08:00

Baby,this gonna be super manja mushy mushy until everyone can start puking
all over the place upon reading it.
But i don't care. this is just me.
I really miss you but again i just can't stop thinking back what you said
the day before.
All those floating things we saw yesterday just like we live in planet mars.
the next thing you know,i might just throw a flying chopper and make sure it hits you on the head and splits your face into two.
I think i really got mad and i hit you almost your whole back,chest and legs.
Now i sound like physically abusing you.HAHAHA.
I'm sorry about that. Make sure you wear a full suit armor before meeting me next time.
I want to hug you tight in my arms.
Baby,u takleh tinggalkan i=( you owe me paris hilton perfume!
minyak wangi i dabes ni...i tak kesah,i nak juga u pujuk i.
i taknk bboal ngan u,taknak reply text u, taknak call u pun.
tapi,i tetapppppppppp sayangkan u,rindu u, ***** u.
semualah. happy pujuk-ing.
I tahu you rindu i.you tak rindu i? nak main gila pe. pasu bunga mak u sume i pecahkan nanti.

Miss you baby.

2010-02-06T13:46:00.003+08:00

I want to be yours. only yours.

And i really want to watch this.=(
will you bring me out to get some popcorn,baby?

2010-02-05T18:36:00.001+08:00

i've always love you.
i'm sorry.
bye

2010-01-31T19:16:00.002+08:00

TO MY DEAREST SUGARY DANDY BOYFRIEND.
tomorrow will be a busy day so i would want to wish you through
my blog in advance first today.
I can't wait to cuddle you tomorrow.
HAPPY MONTHSARY TO US=)
quite amazing to be in a relationship for one month with a lil devil like me.
I enjoyed being with you for almost 3months and 16 days.
You are my pillar of strength and you are the one who brought me up everytime i fall.
You're my bestest boyfriend dude,fuck you to hell.
well kidding.i really love you pumpkin.
You're my everyday eyecandy dear.
The only angel with a golden heart.
Hugs and kisses baby. Muaaackz.
I'm sorry for always being a rascal,troublemaker,HEARTBREAKER.
Deep in me, there's only you.

With Love,
Your Angel.

2010-01-30T12:57:00.002+08:00

PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH ATTICA.

sorry ikan dory,Hibri.
Jangan marah2 okay. lagi dua hari dah 1 month=)

2010-01-28T16:11:00.002+08:00

I'm waiting for another 3 days =)

2010-01-09T12:55:00.002+08:00

GORGEOUS

I'm not going to disturb baby with any of my messages or calls.
He reached home from work at 8 in the morning and in a deep sleep now for sure.
So i'm just going to wait for his call later and do my own stuff for now.
Maybe i should just do something which is not favorable at all,study.
And ofcourse house chores before she screams.

Have a good weekend readers:)

2010-01-08T20:39:00.003+08:00

It was supposed to be one way.
That's two my dear.
Frankly, i don't know what i'm up to nowadays.
People starts to nag for no darn reasons.
Just stop saying the word spoilt brat.
If this is the way you brought me up,
then what do you expect from me?
I really hope that atleast one soul is amused by this change.
I'm trying to cut down everything.
I realised that i'm this way because i know i can get what i want from you.
I lose interest in things easily.
All i want is to get to h.nitec for now.
Whats up with making my own timetable for school.
And having my class advisor to tell me first thing in the morning
after 2 n half hours late for school.
"Atiqah with the Q, in order to graduate you have to start with a book"
Well,obviously i don't have my books with me.
-.-
Short term goal, get back on track.
2 months idiot, just 2 months.

2010-01-08T01:45:00.004+08:00

The ones that loves you the most,
are usually the ones who hurts you the most.

That's the reason why i'm a heartbreaker.

2010-01-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

I can't live my days without them.=)
Anyway it's been two days straight i keep bumping into
Radh and her girls.Heh. dia tak habes-habes
"eh hibri,iqah mane nye princess ni hari-hari kau amek dia"
Hehehehe....
ofcourse *coughs coughs*
Kesian my baby,he started working night shifts already.
Apart from that,he still wake up just to fetch me from school.
It's either he's just being nice to me or he's worried about her little devil=P

Take care honey bunny.

2010-01-07T01:04:00.007+08:00

As days goes by, things get more and more complicated.
But my answer will still be so what,i've got what i want.
Some people even find it amazing that i'm still with him *laughs*
I can be a good liar, well too bad. I just can't lie to him.
I will go gugu gaga everytime he look me into the eyes.
Fuck uh, i so hate it!! that was suppose to be my strength,not weakness.

You will never know how much someone means to you until you lose it.

If only i have 72 hours in a day. I think it will be
enough for me to enjoy my life with different people.
Now don't get me wrong. what i mean is, different clans :)
No no,not different guys =P

2010-01-06T21:18:00.007+08:00

01.01.10

I will remember that afternoon when they played
"i gotta feeling" by black eyed peas.
I will remember the night we spend.
The fireworks.
The moment when you triggers everything with that question.
The moment i said goodbye to my singlehood.
The moment when i'm all yours.

My new year. My new resolution. My new man.

Oficially His.

2009-12-28T22:35:00.004+08:00

I want to cry already.
Don't care don't care. i want to cry=(
Why is everybody changing?
I miss the old times.
I miss hanging out with my chics and hunks.
I miss wan pao i miss raa i miss radh i miss emma i miss fiq i miss saiful i miss azhar i miss izah.
I miss my bestfriends alot. I miss Nisha i miss azrah.
But it seems like everyone have their own things
and i'm always busy with my own stuff too.
I just miss everyone badly. I really do.

I'm sorry if i can't turn up for the outings.
Not that i don't want,but i really can't make it.
And ofcourse by now i realised how much i miss each and everyone of you. I was super excited when i heard about the shesha plan and i told hibri over the phone that wan wants to meet him.
He agreed and really wanted to join us too. Im sorry.Mum is being cranky nowadays=(

Take care everyone. hugs and kisses.

2009-12-28T19:03:00.001+08:00

Every man needs a woman when his life is a mess, because the queen protects the king, like in a game of chess.

2009-12-28T02:20:00.004+08:00

To my dearest pumpkin.
I realised that i eat more eversince i'm with you.
Whenever i starts to cry after arguing with you,
whenever you cheer me up with your lame poems and rhymes,
whenever you make a big chaos over small things which i hate it the most,
whenever you appears outside my windows when i don't ans your calls
or reply your messages.
I will just start to eat,eat and eat.
I still have no idea how much does consuming food helps me
in solving my problems.
And why am i always munching eversince i have you .
But i think i figure out something.

FOOD=HAPPY and HAPPY=YOU.

Love you sweetheart.Goodnight.

2009-12-28T01:51:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was cousins outing. Some couldn't turn up but it doesn't matter
though,everything still went smoothly.
We went to catch our lunch at marine parade banquet.Baby
send me to meet my cousins there and he went off to ochard to
meet his friends.I was 2 hours plus plus late, as usual.
We went to isetan to look around things for the kids and
we had some candies and chocolates like as if we are going for
halloween party.
Akid is super obsessed with thomas and friends.
He called it te-te. He will scream his throats out looking at
anything which got to do with te-te. -.-
My akid baby so manja manja yesterday same goes to my baby pumpkin.
We walked all the way to ECP and went for some bowling-competition between
the MINAHS group and the MIDDLE AGE group.
I STRIKE.

Not forgetting as for me, supper is very important.
I will never skip a meal.So we had our supper at Mac-no-nald.YUMYUM!

What's next cousins?

2009-12-27T04:00:00.000+08:00

If you want the rainbow,
you must put up with the rain.
-D Parton

Hopefully all this thoughts which have been disturbing me

every now and then won't be with me for long.
Sometimes or should i say most of the time we argue about
everything that came from my past.
I don't get it why we call it the past but right until today-the present-as in
NOW it pops out to be a big issue between us.
I don't want to be a burden for you and at the same
time I don't want to forsake this relationship.
Whatever arguements/disagreements we had, i still think that we will agree
over one thing.
Which is,the fear of losing one another.

2009-12-25T17:56:00.003+08:00

Will my mum scream looking at this?
hehs.
I can't imagine going home with a full back tattoo.I better find my
way out from all this wild imaginations ori will feel so sinful for the rest of my life.

Anyway sexy back you got there.

2009-12-23T22:19:00.003+08:00

As usual,one whole day with pumpkin will never be enough.
And i'm just too exhausted to even think what to type.
So maybe,just make it tomorrow.
Toodles people :)

2009-12-22T18:12:00.004+08:00

As you can see,i started talking to cookie monster at home now.
How cute/sickening is that? But it's ok,i love doing such thing but not OFTEN.
So baby better be home by tomorrow.
My fever is getting better now.Maybe because wednesday is coming.
And now i can start feeling cramps invading all over my tummy.

Anyway sorry azrah,didnt tag along to sentosa or reply your msg yesterday.
I'm having mild fever and this stupid cramps are driving me nuts.
I just can't stop crying over hindustan movies.
Totally have no mood to dress up and go out this rainy days.
I would rather just sit at home watching hindustan movies and
sleep halfway through it.Now that's where the problem lies.
I keep eating while i was concentrating on the movie and
i'll make a big mess before i even realised it.The food will be
all over the place by the time i woke up and my mum will start screaming.

yessaaaaaaa it's going to be night,i'm going to sleep early
tonight so the next thing i know that it's 23RD DEC MORNING.
I can't wait to squeeze you baby!!!! Hopefully you will have a safe trip back to
singapore dear.Amin.

2009-12-22T12:20:00.002+08:00

I really miss the both of you.And it seems like the three of us will always be occupied with our own plans.I'm really happy with my new clans and my man.What makes me happier is looking at the both of you enjoying with your new people too=)I'm actually touched when Azrah tried to join us during my birthday. she's always there for me,always. Not forgetting Nisha and what we will normally do before going out for a date.
When it's gona be my date, she will be the one who bother the most about eye liner,blusher,eye shadows and etc.
If it's possible to pour glitters on my face,she would have done that too.
And if she's going out for a date,she will ask me "how's my hair?"
Azrah will always be the one calling me late night,crying. Is that supposed to be a surprise?
HAHA. The scariest thing of all is when she started to laugh like hyenas even before i get the chance to say hello.
The purpose of this post is to tell the both of you how much i still treasure you girls even though i have my own new friends and Hibri.
I still remember every single thing freshly in mind.

Good luck my babies,meet up soon<3

2009-12-22T01:11:00.005+08:00

-My rainy days without you

You reminds me how it feels like to miss somebody.

Hibri Islam♥

2009-12-21T21:02:00.002+08:00

Finally it's night.It's going to be 22 then 23 then,baby!
I'm supposed to be sick but i ended up smashing potato in the kitchen with my parents-.-
I just can't stop eating. i smash the potato then i take one scoop and eat.HAHAHA.nothing new.
I'm done with almost all junks and teat bits in the house.
Started off my day with 2 roti perata telur cheese! powerrrrr, i thought i can only have that in school.neninepupu i have it near my house already.so no need to go to school :P
I took the whole afternoon casting a spell for my blog and like finally something new.
1 week to countdown,i think i need a new dress.I think someone is going to be mad reading this...hmmm....

2009-12-21T16:37:00.003+08:00

Bare with this for a few days until wed.
it will be the same sad case here.
And i'm having fever while you huga huga in cave with orix.
I can't wait to meet him this wed,hopefully he will reached singapore in the morn or afternoon so that i can meet you under your block.I don't mind kay,i'll give in this time for you for me for us.
Brother will be having 5 tickets free and will be bringing me,Hibri,kak irah,abg boy and maybe kak lailah to Theme Park...It was supposed to be this weekend but somebody have to huga huga in cave in Kl.So yeah all your fault baby,im rotting at home now. You owe me big time.

I bet i'll be updating again tonight.Since i'm home under my blanket now.

Baliklah cepatttt, i'm running out of tears already pumpkin.

2009-12-20T18:23:00.002+08:00

it's been so long.
i've been very lazy to switch on my laptop.
And i really really miss my hubby now.
i think i will start to update often now cause baby is not around=D nyehehehe....*giggles giggles*
i finallly found e most boring building .LIBRARY.=.=
masuk je library,very pening the pening.It's like a maze .i was there because Ain penyebok asked me to accompany her. so why not right,i'm 24 hours free now.
wednesday wednesday,i'm waiting=(

2009-11-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

Atlast,Finally,Eventually i get to spend my time with Akid Baby.
But i have to cancel my plans with dear today.Sorry=(
I miss him soooooooo much much much.Can't wait to meet him tomorrow.

And so tomorrow plan will be just to chill somewhere with kambing bringing my laptop along. He will be deleting my tagged-.- reason why, well i don't really know why exactly.but nevermine, i don't really fancy tagged.So there you go.I have to make sure my laptop is clean from *things that are not suppose to be in my laptop now* A matter of life and death. Rahmat asked us to come down to his working place. We will see how k mat mat.

Someone is being such a sweetheart cause my schoolbag now is full with heart straws.
I even have it in my wallet.I didn't realise that cause most of the times my things are with him.

" guess who?"

Mama is sick today, but she still have energy to nag.It's ok, i guess she miss nagging at me over the weekend while i was busily working for the past few weeks.
Get well soon mum.

2009-11-05T09:07:00.005+08:00

Love Hibri Islam.

( he will read this, confirm)

ouhk people.my previous post is about me getting a job and now my current post

I'VE RESIGNED! YEAY ME=DDDDD

i'm not a working person.putting it as simple as abc,i'm a lazy bum.

and there's just too many things for me to catch up with. if monday to friday,school.then friday to sunday,work. go to hell. i don't have a *toot* life.

so i decided to resign and spend my time will loved ones. i didn't even get a chance to meet my AKID BABY every sunday. and i went to the clinic almost every week i work. from soar throat to diarrhoea? HAHA.

if i work a year there,they probably have to buy a ring file specially for my mc.

and and and,ouh yeah. sorry if i ignore any of your messages or calls.

currently, uhrmmm....My phone is with Hibri baby kakak kau nye laki.So if you want to message,no worries im still there reading but he will be replying.

Specially dedicated to all my ex loved ones,

sorry if i happens to be missing in action.

delete your number.

delete your pictures.

delete your messages.

delete you from my life.

because, i really love my Hibri Islam.

readers wont get mixed up with guy's name on my blog cause it wnt happen anymore.=)

take care

2009-10-09T13:45:00.001+08:00

"My sexy aunty got a freaking job.How awesoooome!"

-Muhammad Akid Ariq

Akid is waaay cuter and chubbier now. Mampat dohhh!
haha. so now i've got a freaking job,which means settle my own bills for this month then shop like Paris?
HAHA.
We will see how long can i work this time.
You know, miracle happens.
I'll be working with Azrah again this time=D love it,love it!

And...ouh i've been eye candy-ing on this guy's profile.
Ouhklah not bad,quite cute. tall and handsome.
It was just a random kpo2 on someone's else tagged profile cause he commented me twice.IT'S VERY HARD TO SEE SOMEONE WHO LOOKS GOOD IN TAGGED.I SWEAR.
then suddenly, I log into my facebook.Surprise surprise! he added me there.
So yeah,we chatted yesterday.=) The first thing he said was "jumpe lagi"
ouhkkk....so he remember me?=D
So sexited already,but nah it was just a random chat i guess.

Where the hell is my prince charming? did he got lost or something?

2009-10-08T14:58:00.003+08:00

~Today will be visiting NENEK at St Andrew.She's been transfered there for i don't know what reason this time. nevermind will research about it afterwards.
before that meeting Nenek Azrah first.
Macam tukar shift pula kita,pagi2 dah msg bila aku masih tidur dia dah bangun, bila aku bangun kol 2.30 dia pula sambung tidur!!
how the hell are we going to meet up.
Will be meeting my another 2 musketeers there too, Ain and Aisyah.
miss nenek sooo much=(

It's been like eon ever since nenek live with me.
Because for this few mths supposingly she has to be at my aunt house but now that she is always sick,there's no other choice but to send her to the hospital.
And i hate it when my dad and mum goes like "pergi tengok nenek selagi dia masih ada"
Firstly, i'm a crybaby.
Secondly,that's a threat.
Thirdly,everything that you say is a prayer[in other words,don't say!].

Even when she is still around, i keep reminiscing about days when i keep fighting with her over food.
I feel really bad now cause literally now she can't eat those things like choco,maggi and alot more.
Kemot or what?

2009-10-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

and ouh....

I think i miss my Haider and Kok wei alot.

i wish i could turn back time and be where i am 2 mths ago with them talking shits and craps about everything.

2009-10-06T22:29:00.002+08:00

shagged.
i wish everything will be fine.pretty soon.
sometimes i feel that everyone is having their own problem. but sometimes it makes me feel like im the only one who is struggling alone now while others are busy doing their own things.

the worse thing is.i dnt only think of myself,but people around me.
i hate to see azrah putting on her fake smile. well even though she's crazy at times but i know deep down there,she's just trying to cheer herself up.

Nisha. I seldom hang out with her, but i hope our late night calls gave me a chance to catch up with what i've missed. I can even cry over the phone listening to my bestfriend's problem. Because i know i can't do much and it's hurtful to see your own friend going through everything.

Khuzaimah. I really don't know what's next. she is very unpredictable. sometimes i wish i can smack her face,bang her head on the wall,kick her ass or anything that will hurt her physically as long as she realise how much she have hurt everyone who loves her alot.

and ouh yar. this month,my handphone bill is 400. any generous reader?

2009-10-02T19:24:00.001+08:00

I WILL UPDATE PRETTY SOON=)

TAKING CARE!=p

2009-09-23T12:45:00.005+08:00

Takyng kair

How do you pronounce this word.

Confirm you will go like takyang kayir.

NO.

It's not takyang kayir.

They are just making it sounds so stupid and complicated.

And if you are one of them.

It's not takyang kayir or tumpah si air ok.

It's TAKING CARE.

I'm am sooo irritated with their language.
Their malay words can sounds or look like "ala" spanish.
ehq takyang kair ehq,baby anything euu(you,make it longer lah ieou) just tekks(text lah bodoh,igt koteks pe?) me kayyys(k dah cukup,taknak kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys skali ke).
kechyqq missh euuu alootx skalie(You got the e at the wrong place,it's sekali)....

this is very innovative.
Sometime it just get longer and complicated until i really stare at the screen for 5 min to read one paragraph.

2009-09-23T09:47:00.002+08:00

"Sunshine" woke me up today.
bleaaargh. My mum yelled at me early in the morning because my bill incredibly increase this time,$200 over.
But she only nag for 5 minutes and confiscate my singtel sim card.
Damn.
Now i have to use my starhub sim card,take note friends i'll b using 822***** number k.
And ouh,i still prefer Farhan's short hair.
I told him to cut but he insist that it's a waste cause he had just highlighted his hair.
He looks so much decent with short hair. With long hair,i'm always eager to find faults with him.
Don't ask. I really don't know why.

Ouhk i need to sleep back now.Meeting baby later.

de-da!

2009-09-23T09:38:00.002+08:00

His handphone quality sucks big time.... But a matter of fact it's way better than mine. Even tho mine is 5 mega but it looks like some cheapo camera...
Went to have supper with my Gado-gado sayang friend after his training at bishan.
He was asking me about some few guys which i'm so clueless about it.
I don't even know any of them. Haha.
And everytime i talk too much,he stuffed french fries into my mouth=.=
Ass.

Tomorrow meeting my baby,Azrah and my dearest Nisha cannot make it =(
Now i'm on the bloody phone with this idiotic,azrah.And she has been throwing vulgarities at me. Nabe Cibai.

Tata

2009-09-22T03:28:00.003+08:00

So the weirdest thing that can ever happen while you were just busy spring cleaning with your family on your Hari Raya Eve.
There's just too many funny things will pop out on your very last torturing(fasting month) day of the year and the next day.

Suddenly some things like you won't expect to see in your house will be visible out of nowhere.
Can you actually imagine ONE FIRST AID KIT (literally a first aid kit not just some box with one plaster and that's it)was found in the kitchen!!!
i remember there's one time i cut myself,swearing and cursing my house for not sparing me atleast one plaster.I felt like i was begging for mercy at that point of time.
Annoying isn't it?

Now i finally know where to dig for money when i'm in need.
Somewhere which is so near to me yet i feel it is sooo far!
and it's my bed.
Found total amt of $15.30 under my pillows,my comforter,under my quiltcover,inside my pillow cover.Not notes,but coins!!!
i can't believe that i actually sleep with money?
And it's been there for only 1 month cause i change my bed cover every mth.
In other words, i can collect $183.60 in a year??
Impressive right!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA

And surprisingly people like my brother who didn't fast for this entire month happens to be the first one to put on his baju kurung early in the morning.
I was busy wiping my hall window grills while he was busy talking on the phone watching me wiping from the next window.How irritating is that?
Living things are created for a reason.
But after 17 years of living with him, i still dnt find any reason why a creature like him exist in this world.

2009-09-19T20:39:00.006+08:00

Saya,Nur Atiqah ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya kepada ahli keluarga, semua saudara-mara,teman-teman dan musuh-musuh di sana.
Ikhlas dari hati,jika terkasar bahasa,termarah yang tak kena,terpukul kat mana-mana,terpekik di telinga,termoody tak semena-mena,terpinjam harta-benda,terumpat bila-bila dan termacam-macam lagi yang kene mengena. Saya ingin menyusun sepuluh jari tangan dan kaki saya untuk memohon maaf.
Jika anda tidak mahu maafkan,tidak apa.
Bagi yang tak puasa tu,lu boleh rilek sudah k besok jgn sebok nak raya.
Salam Lebaran Minal Aidil Walfaizin=)

Behati-hati di jalan raya dan makan ketupat iye!Jangan tercekik goal pula.

tata.

2009-09-18T11:37:00.002+08:00

Things are getting crazier than crazy.
I'm just super duper lazy now.
I used to only do what i have to do but now i don't even do what i have to do.
I don't feel like going out with anyone,i don't know where i want to head to later.
I don't even know who i want to meet.
Who i prefer.
Who is an asshole and who is a jerk,wait that's two different words with the same meaning.
See what i mean.I don't even know what am i typing.

Now i literally go with the flow.
Like if it happens that i get changed and put on make up and starts to ransack my room for my wallet to go out then i will go out.
If i don't feel like getting my ass off my bed and let my feet touches the floor.Then so be it.
And fuck,i don't even care who or what you are.Alien,heartless creature or animal who can start typing on tagboards just to ruin someone's reputation then please just play with my tagboard if you need a toy badly.Sometimes,it touches my tender little heart that people do care about me.
May it be for good or bad.

I really think i should stop blabbering.
I don't know how does it link,but i'm thirsty even though by just typing.

2009-09-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

Ouhmygod im so lazy to blog.
but friends have been bugging me and asked me to delete my blog.
wah thank you eh.
haha.tak blog pun bleh jadi masalah,suruh delete lagi!
kentut bacin.

and i have so many things to say.
but i dunoe where to start.
so......
in other words and easier way, don't need to talk about it=D
EASY PEASY...

nighty night.

2009-08-14T12:53:00.002+08:00

=D

Amaciam aisyah hiker?=PPmacam wanita melayu terakhir tak?
Setahun sekali tau dapat tgk gambar mcm gini..
hehe...
todaaay is a very scorching day.
Menurut weather forecast(what is weather forecast in malay?is it cartat cuaca?),cuaca pada petang ini tidak bagus untuk saya keluar.
bleeeearghhh!! n o n o cannot paitao them!
I have to get my ass off this bed to join them for karaoke...

Eh korang karaoke kat ruma aku sudah! hahaha!
My room is like an igloo now.Damn fucking cold with my air con switched on since yesterday night=P
lupelah nak swithced off tadi pagi.HAHAHAAHAHAH.
My bad!
I need to take a nap before going out.
nighty night people.

2009-08-13T21:36:00.004+08:00

Ouhk have been busy with school lately.
Until i didn't realise that it's going to be friday tomorrow.
How awesome is that.*winks*
And i just love my mates.They never fail to put a smile on my face everyday=)
Especially Babygirl,Daddy and my pretty slenger bimbo...
I can't help it though everytime bumping into someone in school.
It's like separating the sun from the sky.
Now how possible is that?
Even though we knew that we peep on one another secretly.
As long as we got eyes, i'm sure we will have a sight for one another.
I used to be your sweetest dream,i guess now i'm just your worst nightmare.
Hope not.Cause i still have you in my heart,eyes,brain,lungs,liver,kidney and etc.
I still can't believe we are living on a same blk, just 8 storeys away,which is so near yet I feel like we are so far.
But it's ok=) maybe you deserve better.and i deserve way better than what you deserve.In other words you get the better one than me and i get the best=P I don't know.aaargh,Scrap it.

What matters.You still lingers in my mind and I will just wait for the day when you're too late and someone take me away.

Babygirl,don't bee sad okay honey bee...
He is just a jerk and the biggest jerk is him=)
Just like Ismail Aswandi. oops =X did i just say that.
Well,my bad.

2009-08-10T00:18:00.002+08:00

Nothing can beat them

I swear this is like a scooby-doo outing this time.
Today is our second last meet up for our dearest Wan before he have to serve for his NS.
We have our Mummy siti and Daddy Cina.
HAHAHAHA.
Cina is Siti's bf.I call them mummy and daddy cause they are the oldest in our clan.
HAHAHAHAH
He drove us to places that some crazy cutestuff girl requested for.
HAHAHAHA.
And ofcourse it's me=.=
HAHAHAHAHA.
we have to rush like tokyo drift just because i want to watch the fireworks.
Then we open the Van's door tengok luar like nobody's business while driving eh!!.
And we hide like robbers everytime there's a police car because that is a company's van in other words,we cannot ride on.
THEN.we were thinking of where to go.
And some crazy cutestuff girl requested again.
this time around.She requested for Lorong!Tengok pelacor!
HAHAHAHAHAH
eh they also agree eh!! not only me=PP
so far...pelacur at geylang taklah hot sgt eh...
ade yang tersembunyi dlm van,yang nak masuk hotel...fuuuh rosaaak..
hahahaa
Ouh! not forgetting! Sentosa was scorching LIKE HELL JUST NOW.
and i didnt bring extra Ehem2.At first i didnt want to get wet.
BUT THANKS TO MY HUNKS.THEY CARRIED ME AND THROW ME IN.
Kesian aku ngan azrah....
We headed to arab street and ate some arab food .yumyum.
kita yang pandai ni eh.order kebab ayam.they serve us separately,the chiken and roti Nun.we r supposed to put the ayam inside the nun.but sadly we are gundu bacin.we didn't know.
HAHAHAHAH.
Atlast abg saiful kita makan roti tu dgn chili sos.
aku makan ngan tomato.
azrah makan roti tu bogel2.
and azhar makan roti nun tu dgn potato.
HAHAAHAHAH
Not forgetting Cina is great lah.he just joined us tapi he really can blend in well.
two thumbs up to your boyfriend siti!
Even though we tokyo drift to watch fireworks and we open the van's door mcm takde pape gitu we still miss the fireworks..
guess what they said to me?
"takpelah...dah jgn sedih2..... jum kita tgk ni!!!" they showed me a video of 2008 fireworks in wan's hp.
I know! ass kan diorang.
I can see that they really try their best to let me see the fireworks because cina was tokyo drifting and siti was looking at some singapore mapHAHAHAHAHA and wan and shafiq was busy calling people to ask whether the fireworks masih ade ke tak...
but it's ok....THANKYOU VERY MUCH KORANG...
sayang juga korang kat baby of the group ni =PPP

I'm so happy to meet them.I swear...
They treat me like the baby cause i'm the youngest.(well that's the good part)
the bad part is. I will always be the bahan bully.
WHY? cause im the youngest.=.=
Niari Azhar angkat title eh bully aku! Kentut kau! ahah
It's ok.I still enjoy being the baby.
Saiful mcm photographer.aku asyik take 1 take 2.
Dalam van tu mcm rumah kita.ade sofa bed ade kipas aircorn.kat atas van ade small tingkap tu open.fuyooh angin kencang DOOOK....HAHAHA

I'VE MISSED THE FIREWORKS.
OUHK GO ON AND LAUGH AT ME,
LIKE I CARE.
BECAUSE I STILL HAVE MY LOVED ONES TO MAKE MY DAY MAR-LEVOUS EHHHHH!

The worse thing is. aku keluar dgn budak umur 22,20 tahun 17 pun.
TAPI PERANGAI SUME MACAM BERUK KENE BELACAN! ASAL NAK NAIK VAN SUME BEREBUT FOR THE SOFA BED!
HAHAHAAH

understand understood k. diorang ni sume.jakun.
Wan i'm going to miss you so much.i will post smething on our last outing k bila kit agi buka puasa nanti=)
Raa thanks for planning this.I really love you baby=)
Emma thanks for the treat and fetch us from harbourfront and morelah.You and cina macam power gitu today.serious=)
and to you all guys.THANKS EH NIARI KACAU AKU,LEMPAR AKU KAT LAUT!.SAYUR!

2009-08-07T20:08:00.003+08:00

I bought a new vintage bag.Cause I need a new bag.
=.= isn't that obvious why i get myself a new bag?
ouhk shuuush..
I don't really need one,i just like it.So i grabbed whatever left inside my purse and then burned a hole inside it.
Yesterday was Aba's pay,today is time to ask him for money.
then tomorrow must ask mama for sunday's outing money.
aba's money+mama's money=sunday's outing.
hopefully it will be enough.and stop going home exceeding 12 midnight cause i have to waste my money on a stupid cab.
I really hate the fact that whatever and where ever i go got to do with money.
Cause i'm jobless and only depend on my parents for money.
Ouhk that's pathetic.
I just don't understand why others can have a part time job while i'm such a lazy ass shaking my legs at home and all i do is to wait for blue notes to flood my room everytime i wake up.
bleaaaargh...
forget it.

M18
And to the pukimak haram kejadah pompan sundal with 2 kids.
Why not you just take care of your two innocent kids and take my brother's dick with you.
But GET YOUR BLOODY DIRTY HANDS OFF MY STUFF!!!!
what was my brother thinking man.
If my brother is a jerk.let him be.his a guy.
he can use you all he want.Afterall you are just his scandal.And the worse thing is,a slut like you won't mind sharing love.you are still with him even after knowing his attached to someone way better than you.
AND HELL NO YOU ARE WELCOME TO MY FAMILY.
cause my parents hate you as much as i do.
And the next time you see me, you going to hate me 10x more as much as i do for you.
Patut perempuan mcm kau ni badan jgn kasi laki pegang2, lagi mulia badan kau anta kat mortuary!Tahu tak ape tu mortuary??
mortuary tu tempat mayat hidup mcm kau!

bodoh bodoh makan taik!

Anyway thanks to Nur Natria !
eh nat nama kau ade nur kan?
haha...
I LOVE HER SO MUCHLAH.
my pretty slow slenge bimbo!
tak habes dgn dia punye all the best beat the rest.
can you imagine she is like adding oil to the fire.=.=
orang tgh binget2 tggu for my turn to collect passport and she's like "ALL THE BEST! BEAT THE REST!"
=.==.==.=

2009-08-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

I ♥ RAA LIKE THERE'S NO OTHERS.

We might not meet everyday.
But the once in awhile meet ups helps alot.
Almost 90% of her brain juice evaporated after thinking of a date for me to attend Wan's farewell party.
She knows how much i want to be there.And seriously it's not easy to set a date cause everyone have different time slots.
But she changed the date just for me and fiq to make it.awwww.sweet lah my honey satu ni...ILY SOOOO MUCH=)
thans alot...

For those who cannot make it,not to worry there's still second outing.
ceh aku! haha padehal aku yang binget at first.
I can't wait for 9th Aug 2009.
Plan will be to sentosa, luge and sky ride then make a move around 4 nearly 5 gi chopped good place to watch fireworks.
I'm sure it will be an awesome day to watch with my love ones...

Even though there's some guy have 2 tix to NDP.
And he wanted to go with me...
but... i would rather be with my friends now=(
I'm sorry...
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2009-08-04T17:50:00.003+08:00

So yesterday i slept with a good night message from farhan.
I was shocked to receive a message from him.
It's like in the middle of the night,am i dreaming or is he just sleep-typing?
When i read his message,i told myself it's time to tuck in.
I think I literally smile to sleep=.=

And ouh.Yesterday was using singtel sim card.And my singtel simcard have no id caller.
damn irritating.
and someone called me.(a guy)

him:hello.
me:hello.tu siapa?
him: you tak save no i?
me:taklah my sim card no id caller bukan tak save no.(still dunoe who am i talking to)
him:ouh,eh you tggu jap ok.(then he continue talking to idk who)
me: okok.
him:you i call you back later can?
me: uhrm..okok...
hung up the phone.

1 min later.

"eh aku bebual ngan siapa eh tadi?"

HAHAAHAH.
wtf.i can't even recognise who the hell am i talking to.
i can't recall which guy's voice sounds like that.
And the worse thing is,i still don't know who the hell i spoke to last night cause the caller didn't call me back.

ass.

And my days have been great=)
It's proven that i dnt need any man to make it happen.I'm still alive without replying any guys' messages/calls.
Like i don't even bother about ANY guy.
Maybe a message from Farhan will be able to put a smile on my face.
Obviously.Because that tells me that someone still think of me atleast once within 24 hours.
This is what we call ,expect the unexpected.

Today will end soon.
Hello tomorrow.Hope you will make it a good day for me again=)

2009-08-02T16:00:00.003+08:00

Look at my very messy hair..
Haha.So today woke up so early to send granny to CGH.
Boleh buat dosa pula pagi2.

mama: iqah bangun,nenek jatuh.nak kene antar hospital.
me:huh? jatuh? nenek kenapa tak jatuh petang ni?pagi-pagi pula.

Oooops! sial nye cucu.
Tapi takpe.sesial sial cucu,cucu ni juga eh antar nenek gi hospital.
We have to take the ambulance.
Tapi my luck wasn't that good.Paramedic yang dtg "broke"(pecah)
Like i care.

And now my headache is still in a very very bad situation.
I feel like banging my head on the wall aje.
Ok done.

2009-08-01T19:47:00.004+08:00

Yeay yeay dah nak raya.
Ceh puasa belum nak raya.
Yesterday while i was on the way home with aisyah we were complaining about fasting.
Shit man.Worse case scenario.
But nevermine,let's give it a try.
What the hell am i saying.Give it a try? It's already a must!

And ouh.Today i woke up with a smile on my face.
I really don't know why.
And i keep dreaming about this person but in my dream he didn't even say a word.
Funny,dn't you think so.
I love Shafiqah sooo much.Cause she's been there everytime I need her=)
I love you baby girl <3>

2009-08-01T01:15:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i feel sad.But i'm always happy cause i'm surrounded by Happy pills.
Tgk tu gamba.Happy kan diorang!!! hahaha bastard eh iqah...

I've learned something, smile to the past because the future is always better.
And people will never know what they have until they lose it.

Please bring back the demon in me.Oops.nono tak boleh tak boleh.
I think i had enough of everything. My short-term goal is to________
be a good girl.No scandal.No Syg no. 1 Baby no. 2 Dear no. 3. Hubby no.4
No code 001 code 002 code 003.
No picking and choosing session.
No
BIG NO NO.
like finally i'm sick and tired of them.

Let fate decides .Nur Atiqah is officially a good girl.
Promise.Confusion of guys name in my blog won't happen again ok.

Once upon a time,there live 2 ego-heads living on a same blk.Their name is Jack and Joy(inside jokes).
And i miss my used to be hqqnH.
Let's hope he miss his used to be hqvq.
I had a good conversation with him just now.
Good luck k for your game tomorrow.
Uhrm.favour lah sebut nama i 3 kali sebelum masuk padang.
Jgn ckp goal,dengan you you skali goal!
anyway eh...i'm happy...cause...tadi pagi ade org tu cari kita kat bustop...ingat juga you kat i eh...you pegilah mingle around,i pun mingle around k.
Nanti lagi 3 tahun jumpa i bawa blk lagi.make sure ego you tendang jauh2.
pasal...
TATING!

2009-07-30T22:32:00.003+08:00

(ANYWAY THIS IS YAZRINDADDY IDEA TO VIDEO THIS.I AND SHAF DIDN'T KNOW THAT HE IS VIDEO-ING.NABE.HAHA.DIA DGN DILA STEP BEBUAL PASAL GAMBAR DALAM HP DILA.MY GODDDD...LOOK AT OUR SELAMBA FACE IN CLASS..NI TGH PENAT OK .MUKA PUN MACAM TA*K AND OUT OF NO WHERE WE WERE TALKING ABOUT PROJECT AND I SUDDENLY WENT LIKE "EH AKU NAK MAKAN PRATA UH"HAHHAHA)

Sorry have been busy this few weeks.uhrmmmm....or should i say i have my own reason why i never on my lappy.but it's ok,blogspot have been such a bitch.kan bagus tinggalkan word blog aje kat page ni! bodoh2 makan taik.

2009-07-18T10:58:00.005+08:00

I KNOW.IRRITATING RIGHT THIS FACE.
hahahaha..
Won't be blogging this weekend.
Cause i'm caught up with plans for my weekend.
So,see you on monday lovelies.

Ouh anyway.this morning someone called my house.
Brother answered the call.Then the moment i said hello,the caller hung up the call.=.=
Asked my bro,who was it.
Bro:dia kata,hello bleh saya ckp ngan iqah.
me:laki pmpan?
Bro:pmpanlah..tapi dia ckp iqah so bukan kwn ite kau nye.

What he said is quite true.
One clan call me iqah,another call me atiqah,another clan Ati'Q,another clan tiq,another clan Q(most irritating name),if tagged or facebook friend ever call my full tagged,fb name in school "attica delanto" O.O
haha.
ok that's all .going out.bye

Be happy people,even when you're not=)

Anyway someone has to know what is going on in order to stand up for his/her friend's right.
You can't judge anyone based on a blog.
Pathetic.

Take care honey bunny=D

Astalavista baby.

2009-07-17T23:43:00.004+08:00

Went to meet Hakim, Haikal, Fyera, Mawar, the brothers and Hakim's Mum just now.
Actually the plan is Akim was about to fetch me from school but i refused due to some reason.
Partly because i want to change first and it's just troublesome for him to follow me here and there.
He don't mind,but i do.

One year has passed after knowing Hakim.
He is different from others.
What i mean is sometimes I just feel like he is better than me.
He can cook for his brothers and everything.
I bet he knows more things about life more than i do.
And as for me,i'm close to him as a friend,ex-lover,a lover still.I don't know.
we are just complicated.
What matters now is i'm still close to him.It doesn't change even a bit.
When i sit with him,it's more like listening to him story-telling me about what he went through.
Cut short the story.I think i know alot about him.
Is like analysing one experiment.
And i've never regret knowing him in my life.
I really hope that his life will turns out pretty well in future.
I somehow believe in him.
I can see that he is changing.I've seen the worse of him.Trust me.
And i'm happy as a friend that he tried=)

I'm so going to miss you again.

To Aan.
I'm so afraid for myself.
I don't have the confident like how i used to have in you.
Just right when i feel like changing,now you've change my mind.
Good luck for your tournament tomorrow.
Can you please not join takraw now.Your soccer training is enough.Driving me nuts
=(

Goodnight earthlings.

2009-07-16T19:07:00.006+08:00

And one apple starts to ruin the whole basket.

You can say alot of things to your Republic Polythecnic Friends or maybe outside friends if you are really unhappy about it til today.
Whatever story you came out with.
Only god knows what is happening.
If your Ex boyfriend is a flirt.Then just tell them that he is.
Don't have to live in denial for the rest of your life.
Just because you are afraid to let people know your ex-bf went with another girl for god knows why after 1 year plus being together or worse still 3 years of knowing each other.
Look,if i'm a flirt i won't be leaving your ex boyfriend,change all my hp number just to run away from him and let you be with him after knowing that he's attached.
I don't want to be in this situation and i've never wished to be together with you in this mess.
So why not you just blame it on your ex instead of pointing finger to someone who used to help you in return and who is a victim herself.
If it's not because of me and my friend,you will still be with some jerk who cheated on you for 1 yr plus.
You see,you can call me whatever you want but god gives you brain for you to think.
Not to misuse your intelligence.
I don't have to tell the whole world here about the real story.
In a way,why must i convince them?
If i'm in the wrong I'm sure I will try to convince people to believe my side of story.
But i just don't bother anymore because i know i'm not in the wrong.
I left him even before you know a single thing about it.
I'm a victim and still giving in to you.
Since you don't accept the fact that i'm also the victim whatelse can i do for you?
As long as you don't disturb my life.I'm fine with everything.
You want to tell people around that i flirt with your ex-bf? By all means.
You don't have eyes to witness the past.
You don't have the super power to say that i'm in the wrong.
You hardly even know me.And the fact that i even care about your feelings more than i do for myself,that shows how strong I am.
To make an accusation about others without even knowing the real truth is already wrong.
What more if you tell others about something which is untrue.
Your guy is not the only one on earth.
If I knew he's a bastard.I won't even want to be with him even his the last guy on earth.
Cause I know I deserve better.

And to whom it may concern.
The one who is busily telling my friend that I flirt with her friend's ex-bf.
Which is your friend too i belive.
You don't even know my full name to start with.
What more if you want to state a fact about me?

And for you *****.
Since you have been reciting prayers for people around you to rot in hell.
If it happens to be me.
Now let me recite my prayers ok.
I don't wish the worse for people.
You want to rot and roll in hell.That is your fucking problem.
Whatever you wish for others is a prayer to yourself too.Always remember that.
So now,the only think i wish is God to Widen up your thoughts.
Be more professional and always think before you talk.
=)

2009-07-14T21:47:00.004+08:00

Today is my blur sotong day.
I feel so weird without you.
That is SO not me.
I'm so tired of arguing with you.
We stay in the same blk.
We school in the same school.
We are so near yet i feel like you are so far away from me=(
Nat asked me just now.
Nat:iqah,kau dah update blog niari?
me:blm lagi.asl?
Nat: kau gi update skrg. ckp "kepala aku lebih keras dari batu."

=.=

Finelah.one call me ego.
once call me kepala batu.
who's next?
kepala buto pula lah=.=

I saw you from cafe 1 peeping at my clan's direction.
Looking for me eh?
i know you want me,you know i want cha.
hahaha.
Just now when i saw you.I feel like running to you and just hug you!
But sorrylah.Stone cold nye kepala pun tak sekeras i nye kepala.
You pula ego mcm legong.
I penatlah you.Cepatlah pujuk!!!!
Tak pernah pun i tak berbual ngan you sampai gini lama.
ingat ape competition ape?
Siapa give up dulu??

Nat told me to give in. Shaf told me to msg him.
NONONONONO.
when i say no means no.
My mum ni confirm dulu bila i dlm perut dia suka main ngan batu lesung tau.

kalau you merajuk,i merajuk,siapa nak pujuk.
Stress uh gini. mcm takde life gitu merajuk lama gini.
Kental masalodeh lah you!!

Nak aku gegarkan ni blk ape!!! pekik! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN cepat pujuk i meh sini meh sini.marilah kemari!

Ego kuat seh.aku pun kalah.
Nasib baik dia belum bawa motor.
kalau tidak motor dia dari kat carpark bawa blk.make sure dlm tong sampah besar kat depan blk!

We will see lah who will surrender white flag.
Hope to bump into you.
Yeah yeah besok kita nye skola start sesame.
KOL 8 =D
make sure kuar same time!

Selamat malam KNNBCCB ego ku syg=)

2009-07-13T16:28:00.005+08:00

Ouhk,i can't wait for my brother's pay.
I need money.
Everyone's pay in this house simply EQUALS to my pay=D

Your money,is my money.
My money,is My money=D

Yesterday brother was blabbering about him being so independent. And i went snoring.hahaha.
Mama was saying, "tak mcm org tu eh.PAMPERED mcm bapa dia"
trust me,nothing new.
this is like the same script i've heard over and over again for the past 17 years of living.
But it's great to be the youngest and only princess in the house.
Yes for someone who have told me that i don't live in a fairy-tale.Yes I don't exist being the princess in a Fairy-tale book, because I am the princess in reality.It doesn't goes for your family but fortunately it goes for mine=) Pity,pity.

However life is not all about happily ever after. We are humans.Everyone is the same.Me,you,him,her have our own ups and down. I'm not saying that i've been treated like royalty in the house. Because people always say life is unfair. Just look at Cinderella she goes through almost everything bitter didn't she? The same shitt,that is the reason why I argue with mum and scream until the whole resident feel like moving house.HAHAHA.

Thankfully,everything is doing good. And i've burned my pocket today.
No.Now that's not good.
I'm a student and ain't working for now.
10 bucks is like a note from heaven.
And somehow i have to stop begging mama for money.
It is so sad to actually notice whatever got to do with me always associate with money=.=
So short term goal. Learn how to steal.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

The malay people always say" ikut sedap tekak"
NOW THAT IS TRUE.you sit with me just for one hour.I will always tend to buy whatever i feel like eating.
no.not good.
Just save your money you ass.

William (Bill) H. gates i wanna be your wife.
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2009-07-13T15:51:00.010+08:00

AND HE WILL DEFINITELY KILL ME FOR UPLOADING THIS PICTURE.
FIQ,THIS IS THE MOST MACHO PICTURE I'VE GOT.

And this is the Beautiful Nadia.

My chics are all beautiful in nature=)

Before the haircut

Kat sana pun aku makan.amcm ckp?

( i seriously think this is the cutest picture..like awww=)

It's being 4 days Fiq is "holidaying" at bedok camp having dinner at bedok corner,supper at simpang bedok and also karaoke at cash studio=P
i'm so bastard.
And i'm sure Wan and all including myself miss him alot by now.
I still won't forget watching him in his most painful and torturing tragedy that happened to him on 10 July 2009.
I was laughing right infront of him while the barber was killing him softly=D
And fiq,your future friend in the same platoon wah=) drools.Mcm laki kat prison break=P
We are waiting for the next 2 weekends=)
makan bedok corner kay=DDD ajak yang lain.
hahaha.
Take care botak head.
You've been missed=D

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2009-07-13T00:01:00.004+08:00

Today is Ntuc Fairprice Day=.=
I think this is the most important day of the month in order for me to survive and not die out of hunger.
I have to follow mama,so i can keep my foods full packed in the kitchen and will never be running out of stock.
No way i will pick myself a basket.The green basket will never be enough to stuff all my foods and junks.
As usual, i will volunteer to push the trolley so it's easier for me to throw my junks inside=D
And mum can't say a single word because i'm actually helping her in such a way.
Supermarket=Yes.
Wet Market=A big NO NO.
Done with everything,we flagged the cab to drive us home safely.
The traffic was @!*&#(*!@&#. Mama and myself were being stupid assholes for rushing.Like as if Akid is making a move in few min time.
I received a text from Hisham with his tak perlu CAPSLOCK,"AKID KAT SINI"
=.=
Over all.Sunday is like a Family Day now.Eversince Akid is born.Things really change and i'm so happy and thankful to Allah=)

I think i realised something.
And someone told me,"don't worry,you didn't miss out any fun"
I told her,"nevermine as expected=)"

People learn from mistakes,not repeat your mistakes.
Unlike us.
Once bitten,twice shy.
We don't have to be in the same scenario to complicate the same things.
And don't have to lick back what you or others had just spit.

Two words.
Hypocritical Rogue
(don't get mad if you got nothing to do with this)

2009-07-11T02:39:00.001+08:00

I don't even bother to reply your messages.
It's true why people say things happen for a reason.
I've learned something really important.
Don't let someone become a priority in your life,when you are just an option in theirs.
Good night darling.I need my sleep.
Will continue arguing tomorrow ok :)
knock on my door again if you need to.Mcgriddles will do for breakfast tomorrow.
You can put anything infront of my doorstep but not your face.
Thank you.

2009-07-10T19:25:00.004+08:00

Already missing my mates and especially SYAFIQ SALIM.

Today was my "off" day to school.
Went to fiq's house early in the morning supposingly at 7 but ended up reaching there at 8 instead.
Surprisingly,Nadia tag along with us.How sweet? she stays at AMK.
And yet she reached there ealier than me.same goes to my darling,Raa.
Emma and I,as usual. we are the late comers.
Wan is like an usher eh,amek satu2 pompan. dah mcm bapa ayam.
Kita semua naik kereta 7 seater bapa dia. wah not bad seh....besar juga...
Actually cume boleh masuk bdk camp 4 org je.There was like 7 ppl sending Fiq just now!!
Abang2 Body kat sane nak marah pun takleh.Because kita buka window kenyit mata kat diorang.HAHAHAHAH KIDDING.
we were just lucky lah.because semua boleh masuk.
Pictures are with Nadia.And will upload more about it went i get the photos with me.
Fiq....next time jumpe bila dah kuar...bawa lah kawan satu platoon kau k...uhrm....yang satu tadi pun jadi lah k...dia dah mcm laki kat prison break!.
malam2 kalau kau lapar, jgn pergi bedok corner pula! kalau bleh pergi jgn lupe call=P check2 bukan kau masuk camp eh,kau karaoke kat cash studio dgn the botaks! HAHAAHAHA..TAKE CARE LOVE!
dekni.
ONE WORD K.
Quoted from himself, TATING.

He accompanied me to wait for mum to wake up under our blk.
I dnt have keys and mama lupa.=.= TATING.
So it was damn boring lah duduk bawah blk.
Nak buat ape kan.
SO ,hamba allah ni. TATING.
He crack stupid jokes. Teka Teki Merepek mane ntah dia dpat.
TATING.

Him:You...Kenapa siti nur haliza kalau nyanyi tutup telinga?
Me: psl dia taknk dgr suara dia yang tak sedap eh?
Him: salahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Me: abeh??
Him:pasal......kalau dia tutup mulut....mcm mane nak nyanyi kan...

=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=

uhrm...what else eh...
there was alotlah.tapi mcm malas nak igt balik.
tadi tgh best2 ketawa. Ex dia msg pula!
Aku okay je...ex dia nak msg...msg uh..
dia nak tengok ex ex aku sume msgggggggggg!
Kawan kawan aku sume msgggggggggggg kan!
ah....baru best...
Make sure muka ex2 aku sume tak Pistachos eh!
Then i saw this girl in his phone.
Kakak angkat konon...kakat angkat kucing dialah.
Nilah lelaki.standard.
and i don't lose anything.
No problem,ada lain.

kay lapar.bye.

2009-07-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

Alamak power or what blogger.
Dah jinak eh skrg picture uploader!
Now you know how to do your job.

Today is the longest day ever.
However I didn't spend more than 10 bucks just for today.
I spend almost 10 bucks on food per day. Damn,where is the bloody fats!
Stop going to my face or other unwanted areas .
I need it on my hand=.=
But since i just had my waffles,ham and scramble eggs for breakfast.
Then before going home,ate Mee rebus.
When I reached home went out with mama and we bought Happiness plate for myself and also Nisha's Favorite fruit,mangosteen,
So i went home to eat 3 chickens by myself.i seriously don't know where my fat goes to.
really,dah mcm tong sampah.one after another, mane ade org makan 3 big fried chickens,french fries,bun right after mee rebus?!
=.=
I need more fats.

So anyway when my class ended just now.
I told my class advisor.

me: Mr goh! tomorrow i won't come to school ok.I want to send someone to bedok camp.
mr goh: who your boyfriend is it?
me: Nolah! my very the very close friend. and i don't have mc for tomorrow=D
mr goh:ouhk,i will see you on monday then.
me: ok bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

atleast i have one valid reason eh.hahaha.
Nini lagi best!

me: aku tak dtg tau besok.
Nini: aku pun same.asl kau tak dtg.
me:aku anta kawan aku masuk camp uh.kau?
nini: aku nak kuar ngan matair aku uh.
me: wah!! suke2 je kau! kau ingat ni ape? amek leave ape jumpe mataer=.=!!
hahaha

sardine bulu seh si nini ni=.=

MOM DON'T LET ME TALK TO STRANGER.

i was on my way with the rest walking to cafe 1.
then shaf teguh laki mane ntah.
so i just jalan depan aje.
then i overheard this guy said " aku kenal budak yang sbelah kwn kau tu."
so i just kept quiet tak pusing and continue walking.
the moment i heard he called my name.
i turn back.
then he smile.he asked" ni atiqah kan?"
then i'm like. "aah macam mane tahu? kawan primary school eh?"
HAHAHAHAHA
i feel so selenger lah! i always thought anyone who knows me and if it happens that i can't recognise him i will go like,"kwn primary school eh"
because most of my pri school friends, i forget already.STM kan.=.=
but as usual,i feel like asking the ground to swallow me up.
cause he said," ni stranger"
i asked him how he know me.he told me that he know me from his friends.
Mcm nak tanye je..."ouh....handsome tak kawan?!@*(!@&#)!@"
hahahah
k fine
BASTARD.

Wah i realised that,ite people are friendly.
He is not flirting at all cause,he talk to me mcm biasa2 je.
Nice guy i can say.I prefer people to ask me that way rather than call my name,turn around and pretend that they didn't call me.
I LOVE MY SCHOOL.HEAVEN UH.
i feel like im not schooling.macam dtg skola utk jumpe kwn baru je.
haha.

see you next week kawan-kawan.miss me k miss me.=P

2009-07-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

Ouhk yummy yummy, foods come to mummy!
Yesterday i was talking to Deela.
Told her I want to have my waffles for breakfast, Chicken Wrap and also Nasi ayam masak kicap since we have 3 breaks today.
And Walla!!!
I have them all in my tummy now=)
Cafe 2 is my heaven.
Tomorrow is my BPF test or should i say exam.
Wait i'm still figuring out whether it's my exam or is it just a test.
But it's ok, will still prepare for it after Anugerah.
And mama is heating up Nasi Beriyani ayam for dinner.Just for me.
She bought it for me...awww...i love you=)
Akid is here snoring, i can feel the ache now all over my body after caryying him around for nearly an hour just to wait for him to fall asleep.
Ouh my,luckily his my nephew.Otherwise i will just throw him outside my window.
Ok now i need my rainbow colourful apam mum bought from Bengawan Solo=D
eh sedaaaap or what..cepat gain weight iqah! gain weight!

2009-07-06T19:43:00.002+08:00

Today was ouhk.Did i just mentioned the word ok?
Nothing new i guess.Was hoping for Haider to even come to school today but he didn't.
Same goes for Wei.
And Matin went berserk because i didn't reply his message O.O(kidding)
That wasn't on purpose ouhk i was using my singtel number and he msged me at my starhub number. oops.! my bad!

what else...
oh for this term.
Mr Goh informed the whole class that we can only skip 2 days for this term in order to sit for our exam.
So ouhk,i will skip class this friday to send someone off masuk camp.
WAH PIANG. how lucky.hahahahaha.
And i'm so gonna miss you crazy ass.

One fine day.
Which is like today.
I'm just sick and really tired of replying anybody's message.
Until some guy friend of mine bump into me in school saying "sombong eh msg tak reply."
I am not here to please or entertain anyone.
If you really want me to reply your messages or answer your calls,
please do top up my prepaid.
And when i said friends,i really mean it.
Mcm layan salah,tak layan salah.
Layan nanti org pikir suka.Tak layan org pikir sombong.

The right one.where is the right one.
Save me. save me ! !

2009-07-04T21:33:00.006+08:00

JUST DON'T BOTHER TO READ THIS POST OK.
(sometimes you just need to let it out.i don't care if it's too emotional.)

I am so pissed with everyone,almost everything that is annoying and whatever that doesn't make me happy.

I started my day and this time i really mean it.I STARTED MY DAY.Because i woke up at 9.30am for some reason and not NOON.will elaborate when i got my pictures in my lappy.
Cause Iqbal still owe me the WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL pictures.

And my beautiful Family keep nagging about me being rude-r than rude.does that even make any sense.
Mum keep saying that as i grow up,i keep changing from worse to worse-st.
There's no word that best describe me when it comes to rudeness.
I'm allergy to people trying their very best to tell me how much i've change in such a way that i won't even bother to take a glance on them.
I can take advices,it's either i'm willing to abra cadabra this demon in me into and angel or i just stick with this.
I have my own brain to think.You can't force me to be someone else.
If i'm not good enough for you mum.Then just accept your fate.Not everyone is born with a halo.Infact no one is born with that.
And everytime you say you are at the stage of an understanding mum.
I wish i could laugh on your face.
You are just a semi-understanding mum when it comes to dressing up.
Getting caught with any (A LIL BIT) low cut shirt or a few cm skirt higher above my knee before leaving the house is like as tough i get caught red handed smuggling Marijuana at Woodland Checkpoint.
You want to see me wearing Mini skirt at the age of 30 because you dnt let me use that during my Teenager years?
You want to see me tucking in my fats inside that S size dress at the age of 35.
Don't make me sound like a deprived teenager.
It is a same scenario like you don't let a child playing with toys during their childhood.
You don't like it,i don't do infront of you.I do behind you.
If i'm afraid i won't even do behind you,but i atleast respect you.
Just not to an extend when i can't even wear whatever that is not decent in your eye( which i think you call that 9/10 of it in my wardrobe) outside with my friends because of people you know???

Fuck the people you know.What can they do?I have my own grave to answer tomorrow when i die.It's not them who are going to answer with me.
And you as a mum, i really do appreciate having you screaming at me looking at my school skirt,short skirt,tight skirt whatever which is indecent.
You did your part,you are a good mum because you nag at me more than enough,you scream at me until the whole block shivvers and i'm sure you've break more than 20 canes while you watch me growing up.

Frankly i'm not any better than ouhk when it comes to religion.
But if im not wrong,humans are believed made up of soil,devils made up of fire and angels are made up of water.(correct me if i'm wrong)
And i REALLY THINK that either i am made up from stones or metal.Soil is just too soft for someone like me.

Mama,I really hope you love me for who i am.
Everytime you pray,i hope that you thank god for having me in your life instead of cursing and swearing me to meet with a car crash and die.
Because as much as i hurt you inside out,you must always remember that even though i will be your only daughter that makes you suffer in the brain and heart,one day i will also be your only daughter who will take care of you and abah.

People will grow old one day.And when you and I grow old,we need people to put our diaper on.Do you think your son will do it when you have 1 daughter do it.
I'll be the one who is going to re-pay back those sacrifices you've made when i was a baby. I agree,nothing can pay a mother's sacrifice.But to think of other mums who have 2,3 or maybe 4 daughters to help her in future,you only have me.
It really hurts me when you say i'm a useless daughter because all you see in your eye now is the useless me while you are taking care of me but one fine day i will let you see your daughter who will be taking care of you.I love you so much and i know when you grow old,i will shower you with love just like the way you did.

2009-07-02T12:14:00.008+08:00

Castard seh.Upload my picture using photobucket oteyyyy.
Blogger uploader is holidaying ajee...
Bloody kentotes man...
Ni kita2 je yang dah penat karaoke.yang lain tak amik gamba cause diorangggg tu tgh karaoke.

Yesterday went to have steamboat at Han's River and karaoke with my crazy asses=)
It was bloody crazy and LOUD.
Ehrm yesterday was the first time in my entire life,watched somebody steam-ing the boat.ouh my fucking god wtf am i talking about.
Alamak,straight foward onlylah ok.
Raa was standing almost 3/4 long the whole time while we were at Han's River.
Tulah cute sgt,tangan tak sampai the steamboat.HAHAHAHA.
cute kan.then her fork pun magic eh..boleh terbang2..

And i bet the next time we are going anywhere got to do with food.
No one will seat with me because diorang yang masak kat steamboat,aku tukang makankan.
So in other words,diorang penat masak aku penat makan=D
MARLEVOUS EH EH EH...
hahaha..this post is irritating.

Then we headed to Cash STudio scream like insane people for 3 solid hours.
We sang beat it as a tribute to MJ.
I think the whole Cash Studio heard us
SCREAMING
JUST BEATTTTTTTTTTTTTT IT!!!!! BEAT IT!!!!!!!!!!!! BEAT IT!!!!!!!!!!BEAT IT!!!!
No One Wants To Be Defeated Show them How Funky Strong Is Your Fight It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right

Then the next thing they heard Girls Singing Isabella song.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
maut or what.
Kitalah perempuan maut tu...hahaha
ISABELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and Emma was looking for Sufi the whole time..
haha,she sang Sufi song.I think that's the title.

And i was happily singing aleh2 skid.waah best ape baru nyanyi dah skid...
Ni anugerah contestant lah.hahaha.
Azrah,Raa and myself boleh jadi back up singer...not badlah,limit2 pun memekak aje.

Wan thanks for Karaoookeee ehhhh..Next week start skola bank buka alik....=D
And ouh yar thanks to SYAFIQ bayarkan duit cab=P
Balik "siang sangat" sampai takde bus utk balik.the worse thing is i realised that there's no bus home bila kat bustop=.=and i walked alone kat tempat sunyi tu keep calling fiq.fiq tak angkat.luckily he checked his hp bila nk dekat sampai umah dia.sooooo actually i thought of walking home at first but he patah balik just to give me duit cab.hahaha...

THIS FRIDAY GOING TO HAVE PICNIC WITH THEM AT BOTANIC GARRRRRRRRRDEN!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOOOO=D

Raa im still waiting for the pictures patiently=PPP

2009-07-01T02:13:00.006+08:00

Here i am again blogging without any pictures uploaded.
How can i make it interesting.Ouhk wait.

will this work? let me add colours to my blog=.=
Or is it irritating?
Shutup!! This is my hardwork okay.

Ok,so anyway.I'm done with my hardwork.Enough.tired already.

I find it irritating though,I keep changing sim cards like nobody's business=.=
I have three bloody sim cards.One singtel,one starhub and one M1.
And it happens that Hakim's Prepaid ran low.
So i didn't expect any message from him.

BUT THEN.HE TEXTED ME AT 9 IN THE MORNING!

Hey! Morning Bacin!!!! Muax!! bangon la!!!! da pagi oi!!!!!

HAHAHAHAAH CUTE OR WHAT?!
Like since when have i ever wake up before 12 ???
If that were to happen,it must be a full moon that night.

Ingat juga dia kat aku eh eh eh eh ...
Uhrm,the thing is...i realised that messaged like the next day!
And he have been trying to call me the whole day,but couldnt get through cause i was using my another sim card..argggh!!!

And ouh yeah i conffesed to him that i accidently delete the long survey he send to me before.very long survey k 8 pages long!
He was ouhk about it.pheww cause he saved mine in one folder which consist only my msg =P let's act like i believe that ouhk.haha.
then we otp for awhile i asked him to go to sleep.because he have to work at 8 today.
Then we put down the phone.
10 min later he text me.

HE TEXT ME THE SAME SURVEY WHICH I ACCIDENTLY DELETE IT!

=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

now i can sleep.
uhrm...and ouh yar...
met shaf's bestfriend(guy)
he texted me just now.^^huhu....his art piece is FANTABULOUS.

good night readers.i know this is boring.but.i can't help it either.

AND OUH YAR MATIN IS A BLUR SOTONG AND I KNOW HE WILL READ THIS.

night night!

AND DEAR BLOG.CAN YOU PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BLOODY PICTURE UPLOADER.OR WHATEVER YOU CAL IT.
CAUSE I NEED PICTURES ON MY BLOG.
AND MY BLOG LOOKS SO KENTAL MASALODEH NOW.
THANKS EH.THANKS.

2009-06-29T23:17:00.003+08:00

Ouhk blogger is being a bitch.
I seriously have no idea why i can't upload my pic today.Cuzzy have the same problem too.
This is going to be dull and boring.
I've warned you=.=

So anyway.Aan dah grab title "first guy to reject meeting me" okay.

I asked him,

In the afternoon:
me:you,i dah suspected ade H1N1 ni,you nak kiss i tak?
him:taknaklah you rest kat umah jek uh..limit2 quarantine.
me:bastard!
him:you kasi ane2 laki pun taknk lah.sape yang nak saket.
me:dalam hati mcm nak ckp je kau tu takut mati ckp ade H1N1 tau ni bukan AIDS!.

In the evening:
me: you dah 2 hari eh tak jumpe.(reason why;asyik gaduh je)
him:you dah pergi check up belum? dah amek jab belum?(reason why;because i visited my nephew and bro yang ade H1N1)
me: belum uh.i takutlah kene jab.
him:selagi you tak gi check up,i tkkan jumpe you...My coach tak kasi jumpe org yang saket laa...tkt infected..sbb byk player daa saket..

Alamak menyirap gitukan dgr dia ckp gitu.Mcm tak bersalah pun ade.Firstly,i'm not having any fever,no flu and no other symptoms of H1N1.Dekni betul nye prevention is better than cure! Takut sgt!!! Mentang2 niari coach dia gi blanja makan! Dia dengar nasihat coach dia!!!! Macam nak suruh je dia kahwin ngan coach dia.

But oh well..I'm irresistable=PP he still meet me after his soccer training just now..neninepupu coach..
ANd coincidently we wore the same Adidas jacket.Dia merah mine white.macam nak gi national day kan..haha

And ouh yar! Azrah came over to my place today=S we did aloooooot of things on bed.
HAHAHAAAHAHAHAAH..

GO FIG!

2009-06-29T22:21:00.001+08:00

2009-06-28T23:45:00.006+08:00

Apparently this guy have no idea how much i miss being by his side punching and pinching him.
I miss webcaming with him,i miss him calling me at 3 am in the morning right after clubbing at dbl o or st james.
I miss him calling me princess.I miss him saying sayang kau.
I miss him hugging me in school,infront of toilet,bustop,mrt,anywhere everywhere and at any time.
I miss wishing him good morning at cafe 2.
I miss him asking me "mane kau,jum jumpe" in school while i was having my lesson going on.
I miss him I miss him I miss him BADLY.

All he knows is.I hide things from him.
Which i didn't=(
He really thought that i'm hiding stuff from him.
He didn't realise how long i've waited to meet him after he get back from aust.
I admit i meet alot of guys while he's holidaying in aust.
But nobody can beat him.Never ever.
You had alot of fun there,you can't expect me to die out of boredom here.
And i told Wei how much i Miss Haider.
And even when you are back in Spore i'm still missing you.
I'm sorry if i couldn't make it to have breakfast with you this morn.
I'm caught up with more important things my dear=(
My nephew is sick in the hospital.I'm not enjoying either.

Most importantly is i will never hide things from you=(
And i miss you badly.=(
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2009-06-28T23:28:00.004+08:00

I Love azrah sooooo much=)
and i miss Nisha sooooo badly=(
went to meet Azrah and Iqbal.
They came over to b.p(bedok platform)
and azrah bought J.CO donnuts for us.
Yum Yum!
Thanks Azrah for the treat=)ILY..
We were talking about i seriously don't know wth we have been blabbering about.
haha.
And i'm wondering when will i meet the right one.
Everyone seems either too idiotic or too flirty or too nice or too committed or too psychotic to me.
Or maybe it's just my phoebia.
Well,who cares.I have all the time I want.
It takes time somehow.
Because I think i've met more than enough.
I'm left with deciding what's best for me.
And still doing it.
The only think i find it sexy and right is someone to take it slow with me,no rush and the one for me simply means he must be the honey in the hive and not the bees.
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2009-06-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

I've been kissing him here and there then i get to know that my baby here is suspected to be H1N1 victim.SUSPECTED ONLY.
Now my bro ,sis in law and baby are stucked in quarantined at ward 51 bed 5.
I don't give a damn.I still came over there to visit him,bud sadly we didn't get the chance to even take the lift there=.=
My mum went haywire about it.
She was super worried about his Angel.
And believe it or not,my second brother asked me for sejadah.
dalam hati,"ape dia nak buat dgn sejadah eh"
haha.
So if akid recover,the next time he pray maybe when i fell sick.=.=
Ouhk fine,bastard.
Anyway I miss hakim so much i guess?
uhrm yeah weird.
Yesterday he msged me around 1.
So i called him up.He told me he's going for a gig today.
Told him to take care and don't make his fierce=funny faces again.
Dnt get himself into trouble.
don't do stupid things.
Most importantly is to stay out of trouble.
I sounded like a bigger sister.
And he told me that he wanted to call me up yesterday when he reached tampines.it was a last minute plan.
but he couldn't get through my number.
Cause coincidently i was using my mum's number that time.
wasted lah.Redhill dgn Bedok macam London dgn Singapore tau=(
Meet you soon Dearest.

2009-06-27T19:18:00.004+08:00

Akid baby=( Get well soon sweetheart.Be Mummy's good boy while your Daddy is sick too at home...I will get you one helium balloon using Nanny's money cause aunty is left with no penny..I'll get you one cookie monster so you will grow up to hate Elmo like your best enemy alrighty!I don't mind taking the shuttle bus from Bugis,wear one stupid mask,argue with the stupidest asshole "guards" they have there in KK just to pay you a visit and kiss you almost every minute i see you..Kill the nurse there Akid,kill them!Grow up to be a mafia! You go boy!Punch them in the face everytime they give you your medicine. You can do it Baby!

So anyway,went to KK hospital just now.Uncle went all the way here to pick us up together with Mak and Kak Ita. I love it everytime Bapa(uncle) drive us around.He's like one tour guide.I've never been to Bidadari.And seriously,the sunlight there is a lil bit different.I swear i didn't lie.Go go ask your uncle to drive you there=P

Ok done.im tired.tata.

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2009-06-27T09:05:00.003+08:00

Firstly,to Qimi i beg you to change your attitude.
I said i deserve someone better because you treat me badly before=(
I did try to be patient all this while and hoping that things could get any better.
Maybe because you really hurt me this time.
Even how much you say you miss me,I will always try to reply you.
But i realised every single time i give in to you,things won't change and everything will start over again.

Secondly,to Farhan.
I REALLY HOPE YOU ARE NOT READING THIS.
I'm sorry if i'm ego or playing hard to get.
I'm not playing hard to get,I'm really hard to get=P
Nah,actually i don't want the same thing to happen again.
And yes you are really nice to me and your family too.
I'm sorry=(

Thirdly,to Hakim.
I'm so touched when you said you want to change.
Your message really really touching.
Message dari org yang mcm you ni,memang menusuk kalbu betul uh.
Really unexpected.I was almost shocked to death when i was reading the survey.
And your message is safely kept in my message folder.
Take care baby,you must change not for me but for your own good okay.
And ofcourse i will care for you as always and forever.
fuck.so corny.

Anyway.
Can i sleep now.Or i will be eating.

2009-06-25T16:25:00.002+08:00

I can't stop eating.
Yesterday i woke up at 2.
Ate thosai/thosay?/thosae.
Fine I don't know how to spell it.
then I slept til 7.
Woke up and ate Nasi Beriyani.
Half an hour later i went down and buy mee goreng basah.
I ate that.
Then i play my lappy for one hour.
And panaskan Nasi jeranan O.O
ate that.
Another one hour.
I masak maggi.
Right after that,I ate 2 breads peanut butter jelly spread=D
then i woke up today.
I ate 10 Sausages and 2 eggs.
=D.
Now my perut main drum.
Just received a call from brother.
Akid baby is admitted to hospital.
Now i have to change.
Lapar uh,ajak my mum makan kat hospital pun cantik.
Dah lapar gila ni...

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
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