Saturday, November 7, 2009
Atlast,Finally,Eventually i get to spend my time with Akid Baby.But i have to cancel my plans with dear today.Sorry=(
I miss him soooooooo much much much.Can't wait to meet him tomorrow.
And so tomorrow plan will be just to chill somewhere with kambing bringing my laptop along. He will be deleting my tagged-.- reason why, well i don't really know why exactly.but nevermine, i don't really fancy tagged.So there you go.I have to make sure my laptop is clean from *things that are not suppose to be in my laptop now* A matter of life and death. Rahmat asked us to come down to his working place. We will see how k mat mat.
Someone is being such a sweetheart cause my schoolbag now is full with heart straws.
I even have it in my wallet.I didn't realise that cause most of the times my things are with him.
" guess who?"
Mama is sick today, but she still have energy to nag.It's ok, i guess she miss nagging at me over the weekend while i was busily working for the past few weeks.
Get well soon mum.
Hibri Islam
-My Gayboy
sayang kus baby kus hugs kus licks kus.
it's been 3 weeks and 2 days of contacting just one guy.and it's a big thing to me.
every morning of running to him like a small kid running to her daddy with the mushy mushy menyampah look asking for big hug.
People went rolling on the floor, feel like committing suicide upon hearing to "i am serious with him k.mark my words"
They find it a joke. actually, same goes to me. HAHA.
well seriously, if you've been with me for this few weeks you can see a drastic change in me. Like as if he cast a spell on me.
And i won't go on story-telling about my fairy tale here before everyone starts to snore.
Just that i want to say sorry to MY Hibri.
I think he went through a HARD time with me.
One guy after another.I hope he won't throw my handphone,smashed my hp or maybe flush it in the toilet bowl or something.
If i were him,i wnt even bother to wait for a girl like me.
Like what my Class Advisor said to the new student.
CA: if you have problem look for dila.(pointing to dila)
Me:if you have no problem can look for me( trying to joke with e new student)
CA:if you have no problem,better dnt look for her cause when you approach her,from no problem to big problem.(talking to e new student)
HAHAHAHAH
bastard but quite true uh.
life is unfair, that is the reason why you have me =)
But it's okay, take the risk.If you manage to take control,you're the man baby.*winks*
-My Gayboy
sayang kus baby kus hugs kus licks kus.
it's been 3 weeks and 2 days of contacting just one guy.and it's a big thing to me.
every morning of running to him like a small kid running to her daddy with the mushy mushy menyampah look asking for big hug.
People went rolling on the floor, feel like committing suicide upon hearing to "i am serious with him k.mark my words"
They find it a joke. actually, same goes to me. HAHA.
well seriously, if you've been with me for this few weeks you can see a drastic change in me. Like as if he cast a spell on me.
And i won't go on story-telling about my fairy tale here before everyone starts to snore.
Just that i want to say sorry to MY Hibri.
I think he went through a HARD time with me.
One guy after another.I hope he won't throw my handphone,smashed my hp or maybe flush it in the toilet bowl or something.
If i were him,i wnt even bother to wait for a girl like me.
Like what my Class Advisor said to the new student.
CA: if you have problem look for dila.(pointing to dila)
Me:if you have no problem can look for me( trying to joke with e new student)
CA:if you have no problem,better dnt look for her cause when you approach her,from no problem to big problem.(talking to e new student)
HAHAHAHAH
bastard but quite true uh.
life is unfair, that is the reason why you have me =)
But it's okay, take the risk.If you manage to take control,you're the man baby.*winks*
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Love Hibri Islam.
( he will read this, confirm)
ouhk people.my previous post is about me getting a job and now my current post
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I'VE RESIGNED! YEAY ME=DDDDD
i'm not a working person.putting it as simple as abc,i'm a lazy bum.
and there's just too many things for me to catch up with. if monday to friday,school.then friday to sunday,work. go to hell. i don't have a *toot* life.
so i decided to resign and spend my time will loved ones. i didn't even get a chance to meet my AKID BABY every sunday. and i went to the clinic almost every week i work. from soar throat to diarrhoea? HAHA.
if i work a year there,they probably have to buy a ring file specially for my mc.
and and and,ouh yeah. sorry if i ignore any of your messages or calls.
currently, uhrmmm....My phone is with Hibri baby kakak kau nye laki.So if you want to message,no worries im still there reading but he will be replying.
Specially dedicated to all my ex loved ones,
sorry if i happens to be missing in action.
delete your number.
delete your pictures.
delete your messages.
delete you from my life.
because, i really love my Hibri Islam.
readers wont get mixed up with guy's name on my blog cause it wnt happen anymore.=)
take care
Friday, October 9, 2009
"My sexy aunty got a freaking job.How awesoooome!"
-Muhammad Akid Ariq
Akid is waaay cuter and chubbier now. Mampat dohhh!
haha. so now i've got a freaking job,which means settle my own bills for this month then shop like Paris?
HAHA.
We will see how long can i work this time.
You know, miracle happens.
I'll be working with Azrah again this time=D love it,love it!
And...ouh i've been eye candy-ing on this guy's profile.
Ouhklah not bad,quite cute. tall and handsome.
It was just a random kpo2 on someone's else tagged profile cause he commented me twice.IT'S VERY HARD TO SEE SOMEONE WHO LOOKS GOOD IN TAGGED.I SWEAR.
then suddenly, I log into my facebook.Surprise surprise! he added me there.
So yeah,we chatted yesterday.=) The first thing he said was "jumpe lagi"
ouhkkk....so he remember me?=D
So sexited already,but nah it was just a random chat i guess.
Where the hell is my prince charming? did he got lost or something?
Akid is waaay cuter and chubbier now. Mampat dohhh!
haha. so now i've got a freaking job,which means settle my own bills for this month then shop like Paris?
HAHA.
We will see how long can i work this time.
You know, miracle happens.
I'll be working with Azrah again this time=D love it,love it!
And...ouh i've been eye candy-ing on this guy's profile.
Ouhklah not bad,quite cute. tall and handsome.
It was just a random kpo2 on someone's else tagged profile cause he commented me twice.IT'S VERY HARD TO SEE SOMEONE WHO LOOKS GOOD IN TAGGED.I SWEAR.
then suddenly, I log into my facebook.Surprise surprise! he added me there.
So yeah,we chatted yesterday.=) The first thing he said was "jumpe lagi"
ouhkkk....so he remember me?=D
So sexited already,but nah it was just a random chat i guess.
Where the hell is my prince charming? did he got lost or something?
Thursday, October 8, 2009
~Today will be visiting NENEK at St Andrew.She's been transfered there for i don't know what reason this time. nevermind will research about it afterwards.
before that meeting Nenek Azrah first.
Macam tukar shift pula kita,pagi2 dah msg bila aku masih tidur dia dah bangun, bila aku bangun kol 2.30 dia pula sambung tidur!!
how the hell are we going to meet up.
Will be meeting my another 2 musketeers there too, Ain and Aisyah.
miss nenek sooo much=(
It's been like eon ever since nenek live with me.
Because for this few mths supposingly she has to be at my aunt house but now that she is always sick,there's no other choice but to send her to the hospital.
And i hate it when my dad and mum goes like "pergi tengok nenek selagi dia masih ada"
Firstly, i'm a crybaby.
Secondly,that's a threat.
Thirdly,everything that you say is a prayer[in other words,don't say!].
Even when she is still around, i keep reminiscing about days when i keep fighting with her over food.
I feel really bad now cause literally now she can't eat those things like choco,maggi and alot more.
Kemot or what?
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
and ouh....
I think i miss my Haider and Kok wei alot.
i wish i could turn back time and be where i am 2 mths ago with them talking shits and craps about everything.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
shagged.i wish everything will be fine.pretty soon.
sometimes i feel that everyone is having their own problem. but sometimes it makes me feel like im the only one who is struggling alone now while others are busy doing their own things.
the worse thing is.i dnt only think of myself,but people around me.
i hate to see azrah putting on her fake smile. well even though she's crazy at times but i know deep down there,she's just trying to cheer herself up.
Nisha. I seldom hang out with her, but i hope our late night calls gave me a chance to catch up with what i've missed. I can even cry over the phone listening to my bestfriend's problem. Because i know i can't do much and it's hurtful to see your own friend going through everything.
Khuzaimah. I really don't know what's next. she is very unpredictable. sometimes i wish i can smack her face,bang her head on the wall,kick her ass or anything that will hurt her physically as long as she realise how much she have hurt everyone who loves her alot.
and ouh yar. this month,my handphone bill is 400. any generous reader?